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…. November 5, 2008

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there’s a void that can’t be filled

empty

just empty

can’t fucking do this, i swear to whatever i can;t

……. October 24, 2008

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Stuck in my fucking bed, stuck with these god damn memories.

I need a fucking drink.

Or two.

Meh October 10, 2008

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Thanks to everyone who has commented on entries… I don’t really know blog etiquette… do I reply? Anyways, thanks people.

Kinda ill today, just withdrawal, but cancelled therapy.

I miss not being shy. Y’know when you want to talk so bad to someone but you don’t have the courage to ask them to listen? Happens all the time to me. All the time.

Elections are Tuesday and I still don’t know who I’m voting for. Bloc, NDP or Liberals. I need to flip a three-sided coin or something.

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I fucking hate these titles October 3, 2008

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Fucking therapy today. And then they want to up it to three times a fucking week or something. Therapy is so completely and utterly useless anyways, I don’t see why I’m going.

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rjwgs October 2, 2008

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can i please cut my fucking neck open now

or boom, gun to my fucking head

post of the day September 8, 2008

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Death solves all problems - no man, no problem.
- Joseph Stalin

Not gonna lie, I love that quote. HEAVY swearing here.I love warning non-existent readers. It’s endearing or something.

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titles are so god damn annoying August 30, 2008

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She’s okay. That’s what matters - Kate being okay.

Fucking awful hangover and took Oxys last night. Feel ill and dizzy but whatever.

Kate is okay.

No one reads this shit August 29, 2008

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I realized a long time ago that I don’t mean shit to anyone.

So why does it still fucking hurt?

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Le diable est aux vaches August 27, 2008

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At the center of your being you have the answer; you know who you are and you know what you want.
- Lao Tzu

I love quotes of the day.

Le diable est aux vaches. C’est le chaos. Tabarnak. J’suis vraiment tanné.

Gotta go back to the doctor soon, don’t want to, but have to sort this fucking eye stuff out. Why bother? I know it’s fucked beyond repair thanks to idiot me and now I’m screwed. What next? Maybe I’ll lose an arm or something. I swear at this rate I’ll be completely broken (physically) by the end of the year. Maybe sooner.

Eh, just pissed off, more at myself. Anger isn’t a good emotion and I shouldn’t be angry. I shut curl up, go into my corner, and close my mouth.

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Drifting August 20, 2008

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The worlds are coming closer.
My senses fade away.
I’m haunting by your shadow
I wish to feel your face.
You’re not here. Are you here?
Come and rescue me
Rescue me!
- Rescue Me [ Rette Mich ], Tokio Hotel

Just feeling so scared and confused. Who am I? Am I anyone? If I hid and shut my eyes, would I still be here? I just feel like a shadow, I feel so faint, so surreal, like I’m drifting away. What is reality? My reality seems so far away. I can hardly tell what is real.

Am I really here? Maybe I’m not, maybe my words can’t be heard, I can’t be felt, I can’t be understood.

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